Wanna Know?

Have you the strength to take this heart within
Without guilt, nor any sin?
Feel the chance given ONLY by you
Will you lay stagnant, what will you do?

To FINALLY feel happiness?
To FINALLY feel LOVE?
Will you throw away the past
Or away with, purposely shove
Away something fear controlled you to
Maybe these actions are unintentional
Whatever the reasons in excuse
No matter the past in abuse

I am not the cause
For it is you

©'07 J.P.

Deep N'Side

Keep this tucked together under
Waiting for the moment you know
Still loving the way I've felt since
That one moment I

Refuse to change who and what I
Am close to an oblivion of my
Own my mistakes, yet I've learned

Still learning Deep N'side hidden
This ocean secretly fighting alone?
All I once was
No longer
Never really been a part of
What is really me......

Deep N'side

©'06 J.P.

Fleeting

You exist not
Take away your LIES
Patronize me not
Before you observe first
Your own reflections

**I WILL NOT STAND IDLY
WITH NO WORDS OF MY OWN
A PASSION SPOKEN ONLY IN WHISPER
MAY BE THE WAY OF YOU
FLEETING AM I

Get away from me
Demon of destruction
Your darkness causes
Me to mask my light
Fight for what NEVER belonged to you
Just remember
THE TRUTH ALWAYS COMES TO LIGHT

**I WILL NOT STAND IDLY
WITH NO WORDS OF MY OWN
A PASSION SPOKEN ONLY IN WHISPER
MAY BE THE WAY OF YOU
FLEETING AM I

May you swallow and choke on
Those lies will forever haunt thee
May your skin rot to
Dust of vast deception
Only your mind has manifested
In this place you call content with

©'06 J.P.

General Order of Direction

Man
The destruction of it's own existence
Friendly fire
The murder of our own
Interesting, you were my neighbor
My brothers, my sisters, my blood
Oblivious to the message so clear
Given freely, in so many ways
In their own egotistical way
Skimming
Overlooking
Dictating
Drawing their own conclusions
Collateral dammage
We owe them nothing
A casualty of war
How casual murder is
Intent said good
Yet marching feet
Carry out the dirty work
Literal blood of many
On another's guilt
Secretly they yearn
To hold close
A family they may never see again
Like a Roman washing of the hands
Brushing dust from a leader's robe
Of the hidden shadow, while binging
Thousand dollar plates of elegance
While their starving die by the thousands
Materialsim, is their promise to the church
Shiny things, so pleasing to the eye
What better way to gain followers
Such a naive mind are you
Cowards they are
Cheating at every turn
Will I be murdered too?
Just as other's
Who have been declared the snake
In the Garden of the imagination
Population of numbers
Under the thumb of control

©'06 J.P.

It Is I

I am What your eyes see
Smiling Angry
Awaiting what is to come
A profound outcome
Of truth for all to see
I am the voice you hear
Whispering in your ear
Whilst you shake away
All you dismiss as imagination
I am all you touch
With fingers taking
Giving and throwing away
Inflicting pain upon
A caress of tenderness
Unconditonal
Carelessly blinded
I am the texture you taste
In all it's guises
Devoured and consumed
Detested, adored and purged
A delicacy first savored
I am the aroma you smell
The moment you awaken
Throughout the days advancement
Just as you fall into deep slumber
Unobtainable, wanted
Yet, at your fingertips, avoided
A sweet rapture of truth
Gnawing at the back of your mind
I am all you have yet to understand
But have much knowledge of


©'06 J.P.