Wanna Know?

Have you the strength to take this heart within
Without guilt, nor any sin?
Feel the chance given ONLY by you
Will you lay stagnant, what will you do?

To FINALLY feel happiness?
To FINALLY feel LOVE?
Will you throw away the past
Or away with, purposely shove
Away something fear controlled you to
Maybe these actions are unintentional
Whatever the reasons in excuse
No matter the past in abuse

I am not the cause
For it is you

©'07 J.P.

Deep N'Side

Keep this tucked together under
Waiting for the moment you know
Still loving the way I've felt since
That one moment I

Refuse to change who and what I
Am close to an oblivion of my
Own my mistakes, yet I've learned

Still learning Deep N'side hidden
This ocean secretly fighting alone?
All I once was
No longer
Never really been a part of
What is really me......

Deep N'side

©'06 J.P.

Fleeting

You exist not
Take away your LIES
Patronize me not
Before you observe first
Your own reflections

**I WILL NOT STAND IDLY
WITH NO WORDS OF MY OWN
A PASSION SPOKEN ONLY IN WHISPER
MAY BE THE WAY OF YOU
FLEETING AM I

Get away from me
Demon of destruction
Your darkness causes
Me to mask my light
Fight for what NEVER belonged to you
Just remember
THE TRUTH ALWAYS COMES TO LIGHT

**I WILL NOT STAND IDLY
WITH NO WORDS OF MY OWN
A PASSION SPOKEN ONLY IN WHISPER
MAY BE THE WAY OF YOU
FLEETING AM I

May you swallow and choke on
Those lies will forever haunt thee
May your skin rot to
Dust of vast deception
Only your mind has manifested
In this place you call content with

©'06 J.P.