You've Made Me

I believe the last time has come
The way you've struck me
Mocked me to the core
Made me feel you for the first time
Love is not what we think
Nevermore...OH nevermore

No words to express
Left in shock and awe
When you walked in and just took me
Then ripped yourself away
With no reason save your own
I know I was wrong too

I believe the last time has come
The way you've struck me
Mocked me to the core
Made me feel you for the first time
Love is not what we think
Nevermore...OH nevermore

I am the blame for how you feel
If it was not for me
You would be here still
My shadow knows
And still laughs at me
The demons
Your devil

I believe the last time has come
The way you've struck me
Mocked me to the core
Made me feel you for the first time
Love is not what we think
Nevermore...OH nevermore

©'07 J.P.

Incomplete

Never in my entire life
Have I ever felt this way
Believe it or not
I've thought a lot through
Made mistakes I regret
And now I suffer with consequence
You feel the way you do
Because I unintentionally inflicted it
Yes you are right
And I HATE that kind of fight
But I cannot give up
On hope that so many forgotten
When that is gone
So life will fade too
A new day never seems to shine down
I've done my time
And apologize for the past rolled over into now
You are right
It does play a part
A past I thought was long gone
Waited to attack now
And I didn't think it would
So I've made you suffer what was not your own
If ever you could forgive me
I truly hope you do
I hope you'd give US another chance
For there is no me, without you

©'07 J.P.

Pariah

When the pain dulls
I will become bitter
Welcomed and cradled
As darkness settles
More and more do I see
To most everyone
How love means nothing
Carelessly handled
Such a delicate emotion
Fading it is time
These days have wrought endless pain
Beckoning to end
Walking on the edge of the knife
So sharp and quick are words
Just words
Twisted to fit ones needs
Words never spoken or thought
Words....scripted
Where feeling such, have no more meaning
Thrown away to the wolves
That vicious pack!
Drooling with hunger
Waiting in the shadows to devour

©J.P.

Expressions Explanation

You have caused an eruption
Unknown before to my soul
A turmoil within face-to-face
I fight against myself now
Out of fear it is that I crumble
In awe at such a precious gift
Within your eyes
Pours your love and misery
One of which warms me so
As the sun beats down
Upon each grain of sand
Reflecting all the love in you
Which with strength tries to hide away
The pain and suffering buried
Deep within through those same eyes
Tears aren't enough
And though I see my efforts fall
In hopes to crush it all away
Hope remains that this love will stay

©'07 J

Apocalyptic Chess

On white thunder roars across the sky
Taking what he can, leaving nothing
In his wake, many die for no noble cause
Although the crown the rider wears
Only shines upon the bow of conquest
Not far behind
The red dawn bombards all in line
With the emanating fire in his footsteps
Relentless his companion passes
Effortlessly sweeping the sword of Aries
All cry out in confusion and terror
While without warning
An unfair deafening wails
Through the hearts of those
Where love and remorse still reside
Ever so slowly
Creeping like a thief in darkness
Came abundant demise for them and many
No one seen it coming
Cannot comprehend why they've been forsaken
Even justice cannot see them
As she overlooks their outstretched hands
Whimpering, pleading with bloated bellies
Where flies from a horses ass
Linger near their perception
For you make not enough
To afford her whorish ways
Then so still, the quiet before
A deafening chill welcomes
Unsuspecting aery fog
Now upon all swift
Run amuck with 3 of their seals
The cloaked one,
By no means A stranger
Accompanied by Persephone's groom
The sands have run out
Mere seconds from the outcome

©'06 J.P.
(as posted on my Deviant Art)

Handle This

Right now there are issues
Being dealt with by moi
Can you handle that?
They're not your own
Even if you were to offer assistance
What could you do?
Could you take it all away?
Help me to my awakened state?
Repair this atrophy
Brought on by such slumber
Show me what to do
Where to go
How to live
Armed to the teeth with knowledge
Memories both unreal and true
Inside....I know
What is and is not
What do I do now?
Can you help me?

©'07 J.P.