Who Are You Really

I know who you are
Who are you really
I feel you all the time
Where are you
Patience is all I have
I cannot wait to see you
Don't know if this is real
It is so very real to me
I know who you are
Who are you really

©2009 J.P.

something Is Calling You-Nora Jones

don't tell them

they'll only drink your tears
don't do it
not in a hundred years

you know it
you feel it
I do too
just listen
something is calling you

what difference
do you think that it makes
if you give
or if its you who takes

i know it
i feel it
you do too
just listen
you'll hear it calling you

what difference
do you think that it makes
if you give
or if its you who takes

i know it
i feel it
you do too
just listen
you'll hear me calling you

Extinguish

Should I go
Should I stay
Anymore, I really don't know
Would it matter anyway
Divide myself, am I insane
All that I am, have given
Was it in vain
And through the facade, you were NOT driven
To me, a possible deceiver


Extinguish all that I was,
All- that I am
What- was meant to be
Doin the best that I can!
Extinguish the me, that is meant to be!


With whom I trusted
But the voices inside tell you not to believe her
Inside ultimately disgusted
Fuck the lies
Used as your experiment of illusion
Empathetic bullshit to despise
Snuffed out confusion
Now the flame suffocates
Dimly burning inside!
Spirit now defecates
To reveal that which was to hide


Extinguish all that I was,
All- that I am
What- was meant to be
Doin the best that I can!
Extinguish the me, that is meant to be!


©2009 J.P.

Last Letter

Dear You,

How are you today? I hope you're happy. My one wish for you, the one I've always dreamed of and love. Did you know that the very thought of you, makes me smile? Your words, sing volumes of truth inside. I am in here. Always waiting for that moment we reunite. No matter where you may be, go...no matter what you do. This heart is always with you. And I miss you everyday, but not worried. We will both live each moment, as busy as we are. Walking side-by-side, however never really whole. At least not here. I have loved you for eternity, and felt you all along. Just never really remembered. Do you? What decision will we make, as these final moments awake? I'd love to share everything with you. Patience holds me until then.

I will not lie though...I feel lonely without you. The only one who can speak the same as I. Express yourself, freely as I can with you. And tears fill these eyes, the more I allow myself to acknowledge your absence. I have prayed myself to sleep, nearly drowning in each tear. And in your eyes, I forget about any fear. Instead, I think about the memories that swim inside.

So until we meet again, know I am always with you. Waiting, patiently. Always loving you. More and more, each and every moment.

Always yours,
Me
P.S.
I cannot help but wonder...did you come here for me, or was it I, you?

Eyes

I could drown myself in them for an eternity
Embed myself into you in every lifetime
A story unspoken, pours from them
One we cannot hide
We were created for one another
And in those windows
Rests a part of me
As in these, rests a part of you
Yes, I do want everything
And that everything is you


©2009 J.P.

The Gift

I don't have much
However, I want to give you everything
To share everything with only you
Taking in all you say, all you give
Feeling all that I am grateful for
Cherishing the gift that has been given
Like a child, waiting to open it
For what seems like a lifetime
So worth the wait
And right now
I enjoy admiring the beauty of the wrapping
The ribbon that is so intricately placed
Softly caressing it's folds between my fingers
Silky and soft to the touch
And the sound of words spoken to my soul
Bring great tears of joy and delight
Anticipation grows with each and every moment
A feeling no other could understand
Let alone manifest the way you do
Everything around us fades
In the presence of you
This Divine blessing I receive
In all of it's fullness and beauty
The search is finally over

©2009 J.P.

Cannot Explain

Smiling as I fell to sleep
Throughout a grueling day
Thoughts of you I keep
Watching the night turn to day
You give me tears of joy
Adversaties to conquer through hope
The whole of you to enjoy
Strength all the more to cope
The inspiration is you
Amidst laughter and understanding
With whom I look forward to
NO more, do things seem too demanding

You've given me something to be cherished
And it has only just begun

©2009 J.P.

Untitled (To You)

Smiling as I fell to sleep
Throughout a grueling day
Thoughts of you I keep
Watching the night turn to day
You give me tears of joy
Adversities to conquer through hope
The whole of you to enjoy
Strength all the more to cope
The inspiration is you
Amidst laughter and understanding
With whom I look forward to
NO more, do things seem too demanding

You've given me something to be cherished
And it has only just begun

©2009 J.P.

You And I

When you're feeling alone
Remember, I am there
No matter where this life takes us
Never stop searching for one another
I am sure, in it's own time
All will come together for both of us
Wherever we go, whatever we do
Please find me, I will find you

©2009 J.P.

The Darkness of Her Soul

I am the one who would seem the victim
Portrayed as such, yet they know not
The days may grow weak in slumber
Yet it is I who carries strength
I want to share all with you
As the crescent moon wanes
I am accompanied by my king soon to come
To me, he beckons with love we both share
No other could possibly tear asunder
What is and always has been
I have long ago given to you, unconditional love
Soon to be reunited
As I fight to break away these chains
No, fear shall have me not in it's grasp
Hear my voice to you on the wind
Weaving continuous knots of our eternity
Together, we shall drink from the water of life
Time ever draws near
Always been here
Now we wait

©2009 J. Polino

~To the other half of our flame~

Transcend

He must think all of my words and thoughts
Are meant for someone else
He couldn't be more wrong!
Save those in thoughts of experiences past
For only him have I been strong
With only you, have those words surpassed
If for only a brief moment in chess
Would finally allow me to express
Whilst drowning in your eyes
Seek and ye shall find
If only this vibration were a little more kind
Too long has it been, entertaining time, with thoughts of love
So, ere you find where light and darkness lies
Before this heart grows cold and dies
Allow this soul to experience you here
As soon after forever we shall be, my dear


©2009 J.P.

To You, Again

Thank you for being here
For not leaving me
Saving me from the beast
Showing me a way to learn
To escape the prison of vermin
Tortured, forever wailing
Are their cries! The sickening stench
The sight of desolate nothingness
Revealing the facade in an illusion
When there was an exit all along
I just didn't remember
Show me more, please
I want to remember everything

©'09 J.P.

Untitled

Can you hear it?!
Can you feel it?!
It is everywhere!!
Or...is it?
Mindless shells, walking aimlessly
Demons taunting and tormenting the oblivious
Fighting them everyday!
Their desperation to keep us from ourselves
Feeding off the negative emotions
They provoke within the weary
Using appealing lies, coupled with consequences
A hollographic contract which reads, "Limited Edition"
Tatooed on your skin, and it grows
Did you care to read the fine print?
That's right...We forgot! Remember....


©2009 J.P.

Will You

When life throws shit in the way
Will you be here for me
While I battle all of these obstacles
Will you be here for me
Not having much to offer but what's inside
Will you still be here for me
Will you take me in your arms, and comfort me
Will you be The One who wipes away the tears
Will you kiss away the pain and sadness
Will you be The One who makes it all go away
Will you be The One my soul has longed for
Will you be The One I carry, when you feel there is no one
Will you be The One whose shit I share in
Will you be The One whose hand I am holding
As we climb those obstacles together
Will you be The One I share life here with
Above and forever beyond
Will you be The One who takes my shit, and I yours
Will you be The One when having a bad day
I can just smile and hold you, letting you know it is OK
Will you be The One to offer the same
Will you be The One with whom I ascend with
Leaving all of the shit behind
Will you be The One to share the rest of my life with
I will you
hand in hand
Will You be The One


©2009 JP