Extinguish

Should I go
Should I stay
Anymore, I really don't know
Would it matter anyway
Divide myself, am I insane
All that I am, have given
Was it in vain
And through the facade, you were NOT driven
To me, a possible deceiver


Extinguish all that I was,
All- that I am
What- was meant to be
Doin the best that I can!
Extinguish the me, that is meant to be!


With whom I trusted
But the voices inside tell you not to believe her
Inside ultimately disgusted
Fuck the lies
Used as your experiment of illusion
Empathetic bullshit to despise
Snuffed out confusion
Now the flame suffocates
Dimly burning inside!
Spirit now defecates
To reveal that which was to hide


Extinguish all that I was,
All- that I am
What- was meant to be
Doin the best that I can!
Extinguish the me, that is meant to be!


©2009 J.P.